it's because of YOU...

Someone inspired me to come up with this. I would admit that I'm not really good when it comes to writing down how I feel. But it's because of this person why I decided to do this since I know that I can never tell him and will never let him know how I truly feel for him...

I never thought that I would feel this way despite having my own family. However, I may say that though I am experiencing this right now I am lucky to have real friends whom I can rely on. I think they are the friends whom I have been wishing to have. . . I hope you guys know who you are.:). Thanks so much for being there...

This song by Nina would help me express how I feel towards this person who inspired me to come up with this. But I am really hoping that I will get over with this soon... I know I will.;)

I Didn't Mean To Make You Mine

Don't give me a second chance
It’ll be the same
You will be the consequence
And I will have the pain
You are something else
I have to survive
That is why I say
With tears in my eyes

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you Mine

Don’t look at me like I’m mad
I thought you would know
I was getting way too sad
It was gonna show
There was no way
I could hide
I could hide the truth
So I took the risk
And fell for you

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine

I didn’t mean to make you hold me
I didn’t mean to get so lonely
I didn’t mean to say all this to you
I didn’t mean to make you need me
I didn’t mean to love you like
I do Look at what we’ve put us through

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine