an unforgettable experience at ENC . . .

I will never forget that I once worked with you guys... You are all worth remembering. I'll see you soon.;-)

'twas a great experience;-)

I made this especially for you guys... you just don't know how much I love you and how much I care for you... see you soon.:-)

I HATE YOU!!!

All the while I thought you have changed... I never thought that you haven't learned from what you did to us. We respected you more than we should because that is what we are supposed to do all the time. How about you??? Have you realized all the pains and burdens you have caused us???... I'm sorry to say this but I hate having someone like you in my life. If only I can get rid of you, I REALLY WILL RIGHT NOW!

I didn't mean to hurt myself this much...

It's true... IT REALLY HURTS! Why do I have to feel this way??? What should I do to stop feeling this way??? I am becoming unfair to people around me. I AM VERY MUCH AFFECTED! I can no longer focus on what I should do.... I hate this... I HATE MYSELF for feeling this way!!! I don't want to blame myself but I would be more unfair if I will blame other people knowing that they did nothing wrong. . . All I want right now is to be back to my real self. But it's difficult, sooo difficult.:-(

it's because of YOU...

Someone inspired me to come up with this. I would admit that I'm not really good when it comes to writing down how I feel. But it's because of this person why I decided to do this since I know that I can never tell him and will never let him know how I truly feel for him...

I never thought that I would feel this way despite having my own family. However, I may say that though I am experiencing this right now I am lucky to have real friends whom I can rely on. I think they are the friends whom I have been wishing to have. . . I hope you guys know who you are.:). Thanks so much for being there...

This song by Nina would help me express how I feel towards this person who inspired me to come up with this. But I am really hoping that I will get over with this soon... I know I will.;)

I Didn't Mean To Make You Mine

Don't give me a second chance
It’ll be the same
You will be the consequence
And I will have the pain
You are something else
I have to survive
That is why I say
With tears in my eyes

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you Mine

Don’t look at me like I’m mad
I thought you would know
I was getting way too sad
It was gonna show
There was no way
I could hide
I could hide the truth
So I took the risk
And fell for you

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish
I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine

I didn’t mean to make you hold me
I didn’t mean to get so lonely
I didn’t mean to say all this to you
I didn’t mean to make you need me
I didn’t mean to love you like
I do Look at what we’ve put us through

I wish I never opened up my heart
I didn’t mean to love you baby
I wish I never let it get this far
I didn’t mean to love you baby
If I could have a single wish I’d turn back time
I didn’t mean to make you I didn’t mean to make you
I didn’t mean to make you
Mine